when you talk to yourself,
that’s a prayer
lose your god and tell me how free you feel then
tell me what you wake for
I need to know what you wake for
fill your pockets with our guilt
and let’s head towards the sea
come to me
sell your self short
teach me something
say a prayer
Today I cried in a court of law.
Then I watched this movie twice.
Tonight I’m dying my hair blue.
That’s all.
any further words?
yes.
I wish I didn’t know half of the things I know
and I still want so badly to know so much more.
I’m too young
to understand why they all drank themselves to death.
I have always lived violently, drunk hugely, eaten too much or not at all, slept around the clock or missed two nights sleep, worked too long and too hard in glory, or slobbed for a time in utter laziness. I’ve lifted, pulled, chopped, climbed, made love with joy and taken my hangovers as a consequence, not as a punishment.John Steinbeck (via yazooan)
(via brennaphares)
mediocre
at best
self indulgent
dependent
and promiscuous
at her best
a depraved
and unthinking
dumb
little
baby
back then
you were speaking in lyrics
and I tried to do it too
but you said, “no, I hate that song”
The sea seems to yell at me, GO TO YOUR DESIRE AND DON’T HANG AROUND HERE; for after all, the sea must be like God. God isn’t asking us to mope and suffer and sit by the sea in the cold of midnight for the sake of writing down useless sounds. He gave us the tools of self-reliance after all to make it straight through bad life mortality to paradise maybe. I hope. ..Jack Kerouac, Big Sur
- Days of this February were white and magical, the nights were starry and crystalline. The town lay under a cold glory.
- Dyed Siberian horse.
- As thin as a repeated dream.
- The sea was coming up in little intimidating rushes.
- The island floated, a boat becalmed, upon the almost perceptible…
Anonymous asked: I think you're a great writer. Is that what you want to do for a living?
thaaaaaank u, wouldn’t it be nice to live in a world where people can write “for a living”? and where lemons never go bad and moldy? and where being chubby is still cute even after you’re a baby? and after cats hit a certain age they grow back into kittens? and hair grows as fast as you tell it to? and I really can get an A for effort in math? and records don’t skip? and I understand physics?
yes and thank you




